Chapter 194 - Chapter 190: IF Side Story - Abnormal Harem (1)
Harem... A harem, huh?
The "harem" I saw in my previous life was nothing like the reality of living through one.
It sounds nice to call it a harem, but in this world, it's more accurate to call it a "gang-rape breeding tool."
Just like me, right now.
Seon-ah, tied to the bed with dull, unfocused eyes, was dredging up old memories just to make jokes to himself.
He filled his mind with trivial thoughts to keep from losing his sanity; he felt he wouldn't be able to hold it together otherwise without that dark humor.
But that only lasted for a moment.
Once the joke he used to hide his miserable heart faded, Seon-ah was back to his usual thoughts.
'I don't want to live anymore...'
Quite some time had passed since he was dragged here, gang-raped by countless women, and violated as they pleased.
The initial hope that he might survive and escape had long since been abandoned.
It was clear he would never see his father, Hyeon-tae, or his mother, Min-ah, ever again.
No... even if he could meet his mother, it was already too late.
He could feel his body breaking down from the drugs injected to force an erection every time he was violated.
There was no way he could go back to his parents in a body that had been so thoroughly ruined.
Even if he managed to survive and get out, he felt he would spend the rest of his life trembling with trauma toward women.
Once he thought of that, he couldn't hold onto hope anymore.
And so, he only wished for this miserable life to end.
But with his arms and legs tied to the bed and a gag in his mouth to prevent him from biting his tongue, he couldn't even choose to die.
All Seon-ah could do in this space was shed tears and think—only those two things.
There had been days when he wished he could have lived a normal life, but that thought had gradually faded away.
Whenever he passed out, closed his eyes, and opened them again, there were always different women on top of him.
Even if he shed tears, shook his head, or acted in ways bordering on madness, they would just look at his state, say he still had plenty of energy, and violate him even more roughly.
Now, he didn't even care about them shoving food into his mouth; he just wanted to close his eyes and stay that way.
Today, too, Seon-ah prayed that the door wouldn't open.
Of course, that prayer was never answered.
Today's prayer wasn't answered either.
Hearing footsteps approaching the door, his body began to tremble.
Light footsteps, accompanied by a humming tune.
Just thinking about that woman was painful enough.
It had to be the footsteps of the woman he hated most among those living here.
As he heard the doorknob turn and the door open, Seon-ah turned his head away.
"Seon-ah? It's time to play again... I'll drain you dry before the other bitches get to use you... That's what you like best, right? Because the others only hurt you... They don't care about you, so that must be right..."
The owner of the voice was Yu-rin.
It was so painful for Seon-ah to think that he had once considered this woman his first love.
From the moment he first shared his body with her, what he felt wasn't mutual affection.
Whenever he gave affection to Yu-rin, she only obsessed over him; it was far from love.
From the beginning, the way Yu-rin looked at him wasn't the look of someone looking at a loved one.
There wasn't even a speck of trust.
Yu-rin, who treated him like a possession, seemed to have always felt a sense of betrayal in her own heart.
"Eup!... Eup!"
Seon-ah shook his head at Yu-rin, pleading with tears to please stop for today, but when Yu-rin saw his behavior, the focus disappeared from her eyes.
Unlike her light footsteps and humming before entering, her attitude changed suddenly, like a schizophrenic.
"Seon-ah?... Did you just refuse? You didn't say you didn't want to, did you? You're my lover, but you shared your body with other bitches, didn't you?... And yet, I'm just saying I'll use your body a little. Can't I use your slutty body? Do you want to be punished today, too?"
Yu-rin grabbed Seon-ah's chin and threatened him with her face right in front of his.
Seon-ah showed his tears, but Yu-rin gently stroked his face with an attitude that showed she didn't care at all.
He knew what kind of terrible violence Yu-rin would inflict on him if he resisted now.
It would be nice if she beat him to death, but it was clear Yu-rin wouldn't kill him.
After being violated while beaten just enough not to die, once she used his body until she was satisfied, she would definitely ask those women to restore him.
Of course, it wasn't that those women restored him directly.
Because of their mental manipulation abilities, they forced him to exert his own healing ability to restore his body.
The reason he knew this so well was that it was his daily life, experienced hundreds of times.
"Yeah... you have to stay still like that... Seon-ah, you know that demon bitches like Miel or Bianca aren't to be trusted, right? Humans should trust and rely on each other, don't you think?"
Yu-rin had once fought Miel, but after Bianca, a demon who had been inside the Hwaryong Guild, healed his mind, there were two conditions she demanded.
The reward Bianca wanted was to be allowed to use his body as well.
Because regular maintenance was needed to keep his mind intact, Yu-rin had spirited the demon named Bianca away from there.
Then, the three of them—Miel, Bianca, and Yu-rin—got a new house and kept him imprisoned.
At first, those three were jealous of each other and tried to kill one another.
There were times he wished they would fight among themselves and destroy each other, but contrary to that wish, as time passed, they began to get along so well that it was hard to believe they were people who had fought to the death.
"Seon-ah?... You were thinking about something else again, weren't you? You slutty bastard... When you were in the Demon World, you clung to that bitch Miel, and now you're clinging to Bianca too?... Well, I guess I should understand, since you were a slut who would even get an erection while hoping for it when you were violated by that bitch Minji..."
With those words, she grabbed his penis tightly with her right hand.
"Eup!"
As he let out a moan while gagged, Yu-rin looked at his face with an expression of excitement.
"They say normal men can't get an erection in front of women they don't like, but you get a hard-on no matter which bitches you see... Can you still say you're not a slut even after this?"
'No... it's a physiological phenomenon... so stop it!'
Because of the gag in his mouth, he couldn't say those thoughts.
Then Yu-rin sighed deeply, looked at Seon-ah, and smiled quietly as she spoke.
"I... even if you were a boy who liked lewd things, I thought... at least you only did that in front of me?... But... in the end, you'd get a rock-hard erection even when doing it with any woman, and with moans of pleasure, you'd end up spraying your baby seeds everywhere?... If you were me, how angry do you think you'd be?... Answer me if you have a mouth... Lee Seon-ah."
It made one wonder if she was just talking unilaterally, knowing he couldn't speak because of the gag.
'If only the misunderstanding were cleared up, wouldn't I be able to escape this situation...'
A hope arose that if only the gag were removed, he might be liberated from this hell.
A moment later, Yu-rin removed the gag.
Thinking this was his chance, he began to speak to Yu-rin.
"Ah... no, Yu-rin... Men naturally get erections because of physiological phenomena... please believe me..."
However, Yu-rin's reaction to those words was lukewarm.
"Is that so?... My pussy cries and whimpers whenever I see your penis too... It's because of a physiological phenomenon for me too, so I hope you understand that. If I just said this and violated you, that would be the end of it... You shouldn't have made such pathetic excuses. It would have been fine if you just hadn't gotten an erection for other bitches..."
It was wrong... It didn't seem like communication was possible at all.
What's the point of the gag being removed... In the end, Yu-rin wouldn't listen to a word he said, just to violate him...
He eventually gave up and closed his mouth.
"Are the excuses over now?... You know what will happen since you upset my mood today, right?"
Every time Yu-rin said things like that, he was terrified.
Because she would squeeze him tight with her pussy and violate him until his pelvis felt like it would break.
It was clear she wouldn't stop even if he screamed until he couldn't breathe.
Because violating him more roughly whenever her mood was spoiled was the behavior she had always shown.
As his penis stood up straight again due to that pain and fear, she sneered and said to him.
"Look at that. Even though I said I'd hurt you, you still get it up like that... Can you still say you're not a slut even after this?... You trashy bastard... You're thinking to yourself that you're miserable, aren't you?..."
"..."
He avoided Yu-rin's eyes and turned his head to the side.
"Do you know how much more miserable I am?... Even knowing you're a slutty bastard... I, who live only looking at you... am more miserable... Do you know the miserable feeling of still being unable to help but love a slutty guy who gets a hard-on even for other bitches?..."
"I... I'm sorry..."
In times like this, he had to say at least one word of apology.
Otherwise, he would be violated until he begged her to really kill him.
Because she would do crazy things to overwork his body and penis to the point where he'd rather die than endure it.
However, it seemed it was already too late.
Yu-rin, who was thoroughly excited, seemed to have already finished the preparations to violate him.
She had placed the camcorder on one corner of the desk to record it, and she had already moved the box full of adult toys to the side of the bed.
"I'll do as I please... until I'm satisfied... Since this is something you brought upon yourself, don't regret it..."
He hadn't even been violated yet, but he already felt his penis whimpering.
Yu-rin had a smile on her lips as she watched him tear up.
It seemed that regardless of his answer, she had intended to do this from the start.
"Oh, that's right... Come to think of it, I talked to Bianca and Miel... and we decided to try it all three of us together... They said it would be fun to see how much you'd scream, Seon-ah. Let's get along well, the four of us, starting from lunch today, Seon-ah."
"Ah..."
The three of them seemed to be getting along better and better, but...
He had never even dreamed in his wildest dreams that a day like this would come.
"Ah... Aaaaaaack!"
Praying that this hell wasn't reality, he let out a scream.
"To scream like that out of joy... you really are a slut, aren't you? Don't worry, I'll drain you thoroughly before we violate you together with the other two bitches... Even if your body is shared with other bitches, your baby seeds are all mine."
He couldn't even imagine how severely they would violate him, even before being violated by all three.
Seon-ah squeezed his eyes shut as he slowly watched Yu-rin lower her hips on top of him.
As his penis was wrapped in her hot vaginal walls, scraped inside, and squeezed tight at the same time, his sensitive penis already began to tremble.
He hadn't originally been this sensitive.
After being dragged to this house and having drugs injected by Yu-rin, his penis had gradually become more sensitive and started to grow in size.
Now, once he started being squeezed inside Yu-rin's vagina, he could only let out scream-like moans helplessly.
Moreover, the number of times he ejaculated seemed to be double what it used to be.
He cursed his body that was gradually changing.
Miel or Bianca would jokingly call him a sperm dispenser when they saw him, but in reality, his body was changing to fit that joke.
As Yu-rin roughly thrust her hips down and began to press his penis against the entrance of her cervix, the urge to ejaculate rose again.
"Heueuk!... Heueueuk..."
"You're always the same, ejaculating without a word, aren't you? I told you every time, didn't I? What did I say you should do when you come?..."
'How can I say such shameful things... you crazy bitch...'
"..."
As Seon-ah kept his mouth shut, Yu-rin, perhaps angry, suddenly started fumbling and took out a syringe.
"You're really rebellious today... Yeah, fine... I'll do as you wish... From now on, no matter how much you cry, even if it feels like you're going to lose your breath, I won't go easy on you... I've endured enough."
With those words, she grabbed Seon-ah's arm tightly and injected the syringe.
Thinking it was probably the usual aphrodisiac or stimulant, Seon-ah didn't resist.
Rather, he briefly thought that if he lost consciousness due to the drugs, he wouldn't have to feel the current pain.
However, his body felt strange.
This thing injected into his body now was on a different level from things like stimulants or aphrodisiacs.
His body was gradually becoming hot, and his mind was being painted pure white.
And the penis inside Yu-rin's vagina was changing to be even larger.
It was to the point where it was beyond taut and even starting to hurt.
"Hieueueuk... Aaaa! Haak! Haak! What did you do to me!"
"It's an aphrodisiac they use when disposing of sinners in the Demon World. Bianca gave it to me as a gift when she went to the Demon World for a bit... She brought it saying it was a gift for you, saying it would be hard for you to endure if the three of us violated you... It seems the effect is quite direct, huh?"
"Haueuk... Haueuk... Hiieek!"
Even though Yu-rin had answered, Seon-ah's eyes were already gone, and he seemed to be in a state where he couldn't hear those words.
"No matter how much I explain it, it seems you can't even hear me now... Still, I like that your penis is harder and bigger than usual... To be completely filled inside... It's going to be fun to squeeze."
As Yu-rin used the strength of her vaginal muscles to squeeze his even larger penis tightly, Seon-ah's penis began to tremble.
Yu-rin, who knew it was the precursor to ejaculation, began to move her hips up and down rapidly.
"Heueueuk! Hiieek! Ah... Aaaaaack!"
As a sound that could be a moan or a scream flowed from Seon-ah's mouth again, Yu-rin moved even faster, perhaps wanting to see an even more intense reaction.
With a squelching sound, Seon-ah's penis pulsed and began to spray semen inside Yu-rin.
Because she had injected him with aphrodisiacs and stimulants countless times, his penis was energetic, but Seon-ah's body was not.
Perhaps unable to get used to the pleasure that felt like he would go crazy after ejaculating once, he just twisted his body here and there and stirred the inside of Yu-rin's vagina with that large penis.
Because of that, Yu-rin was able to receive his devoted service on top of her.
"You slutty bastard... Look at you shaking your hips while you ejaculate... That I used to like a guy like this... And... I can't believe I still like you now..."
Yu-rin shed tears and grabbed Seon-ah's neck.
Then, she bit down hard on Seon-ah's penis, which was twisting his whole body, with her pussy and began to move up and down again.
Once it started ejaculating, his penis just kept spraying semen endlessly.
Seon-ah was ejaculating with his tongue sticking out and his eyes rolled back, perhaps feeling pleasure even in this abnormal sex.
Even so, Yu-rin just found Seon-ah adorable.
Yu-rin wanted to leave with Seon-ah, just the two of them, but she couldn't.
Because Seon-ah was in a state where his mind could break at any moment.
She needed the help of those succubi.
The contradiction of being with the person she loved, even if it meant offering the body of the person she loved to other women.
That was a fact that made Yu-rin miserable.
But what made her forget all of that were these moments of overlapping bodies with the person she loved.
That was why Yu-rin explored Seon-ah's body diligently today as well.
To receive the price for the heart she had carved out for his sake...