Chapter 23 - Chapter 21: Episode 20 - Arrangement (2)
Ever since I awakened, I haven't been able to control my emotions properly.
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My body moved exactly as my heart wanted.
I hated Seon-ah so much.
Even so, I wanted to let him rest well today.
While washing Seon-ah's body, I saw Minji's marks left here and there, and after that I started acting like my emotional control had snapped.
Knowing that if I ravaged him myself he would break, I forced him to show me affection.
But Seon-ah couldn't even leave his marks on my body more than a few times before complaining it was hard.
And I love him so much.
I even wondered if he didn't like me anymore after doing it with Minji once.
The moment I thought that, my lovely lover was nowhere to be seen, and I could only see the man who confessed to another woman.
What should I do with Seon-ah, a man who only thinks with his dick?
The answer is to torment that thing between his legs to my heart's content so he can't even think, ensuring no other thoughts enter his mind.
As I kept squeezing it out of him over and over, Seon-ah sobbed and said he hated it.
Is this where the relationship between me and Seon-ah ends?
Will he end up going to Minji after all?
At that moment, the only emotion left in me was rage.
For Seon-ah, I've tried since I was young to become the type of woman he wants.
Since Seon-ah liked lewd things, I kept letting him do them until he got sick of them.
Hearing he likes athletic women with nice bodies, I desperately learned various martial arts from the trainers at the Hwaryong Guild.
One day, hearing him say he likes the "submissive by day, dominant by night" type, I acted as a kind and gentle girlfriend during the day.
After doing everything Seon-ah wanted, now... in the end... he always complained that he hated what I did for him.
Does he really like that bitch more than me now?
Despite all that effort, I was so enraged by Seon-ah's incredibly selfish behavior of trying to abandon me that I grabbed his throat.
If it's going to end like this, I can't give him to anyone.
Only I can have the memories with Seon-ah.
It was at that exact moment I thought that.
With a cracking sound, Seon-ah's neck broke.
After a long time had passed with him unable to breathe, I realized.
This man, whose neck was broken and airway blocked,
would stop breathing soon.
It was only when the rage subsided that I realized it.
I desperately called out to Seon-ah, but it was already too late.
I had let my body act on a moment of rage and ended up killing Seon-ah.
Overwhelming regret and guilt washed over me.
Now, there was no turning back.
Just as I was thinking that.
I felt warmth on Seon-ah's body, and his neck, where my handprints should have been clearly visible, returned to normal.
Since I had pressed down hard on his carotid artery, cutting off blood flow, warmth returned to his body that had been turning cold.
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The broken neck and the blue and purple bruises that covered his entire body also disappeared, and it seemed his condition had even recovered.
His eyes, which had been closed from fatigue, opened normally, and he looked refreshed, as if he had just woken up from a nap.
I heard the voice of Yu-rin, who was sobbing and apologizing over and over, saying she was sorry.
I reassured Yu-rin that it was okay now, but she just kept telling me with a tearful face that she was sorry.
Had she been crying for a while?
Seeing that Yu-rin seemed to have calmed down to some extent, I explained what had happened to my body.
"I... I think I awakened... Strangely, my body doesn't hurt... But I feel a bit lethargic..."
"It must be the aftereffects of using your ability. I also felt drained and lethargic after using my ability to move very quickly earlier."
Whether she believed me or not, Yu-rin answered that she understood, speaking as if she would answer everything I said.
"I'm... really sorry about just now. I was so angry. Ever since I awakened, I can't control my heart."
I had no choice but to believe Yu-rin's words.
It's true that I confessed to Minji.
Even if Yu-rin might have truly hated me in her heart and wanted to kill me.
Yu-rin, who is obsessed with me, would rather tie me up and hold onto me until I turn my heart toward her than do something like that.
Yu-rin's actions up until now showed how much she has wanted me.
As proof, she had acted somewhat violently when ravaging me or regarding things related to me.
However, what Yu-rin did this time was something I hadn't seen before.
She had clearly crossed the line.
I had heard it before.
Awakening is highly likely to happen in moments of crisis where trauma might occur, stress beyond one's limits, or moments where high concentration is exerted.
It meant that, in the end, there was also a possibility of mental problems arising.
From Yu-rin's perspective, not long after I confessed to Minji, I was kidnapped and then ravaged by Minji again.
It was even a situation where I could have died at the hands of the kidnappers.
On top of that, it was a situation that could cause psychological trauma for Yu-rin herself, seeing me being ravaged and knowing she could die too.
If so, it was highly likely that I, who awakened in that situation just before death, also had mental trauma left.
Yu-rin was watching my face as I pondered for a while.
She looked a bit dazed, so Yu-rin was also thinking about various things.
"Tomorrow... let's go register as an Awakened... We'll put off telling our parents for a little longer..."
If my parents find out that I was kidnapped and raped by another woman, they will probably go crazy.
Seeing that the investigation from yesterday was somewhat wrapped up and an investigator from the Hwaryong Guild took our statements, perhaps the Executive Director might already know.
I think Yu-rin asked her mother to save me.
It's something my parents will eventually find out, but I decided to delay telling them because I thought it wouldn't be too late to talk after Yu-rin and I sorted out our feelings first.
I also asked Yu-rin to keep it quiet and told her we'd tell them later.
If I said I awakened, my parents might worry because most people awaken in dangerous situations.
Yu-rin said she had already revealed the fact of her awakening to her mother.
Since she said she told her everything truthfully about how she awakened and what ability she got, the day will probably come when my mother asks me at what moment I awakened.
'I awakened because I was being ravaged by Yu-rin, and she suddenly grabbed my neck and twisted it, and I almost died.'
If I say that, I will be at odds with Executive Director Park Yu-ra's family from that day on.
Even if my mother has risen to the top of the Executive Director's line to the point where she is now called Executive Director Park Yu-ra's right-hand woman, her personality is such that she could cut ties with anyone who touches her family.
I decided to think about it after taking a nap first.
Although the physical fatigue had almost disappeared, I had spent a mentally exhausting day, so I didn't want to think anymore.
As I closed my eyes while lying on the bed, I fell asleep immediately.
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While Seon-ah was asleep, Yu-rin visited Han-il University and submitted withdrawal papers for herself and Seon-ah.
No matter how good the department was or how much money it made, Awakened individuals with abilities related to acceleration like hers, and those with healing abilities, could receive quite good grades.
Seon-ah could even use that ability to join a medical team treating hunters, work in the rear, or get a job at a large hospital.
I also didn't want to push Seon-ah inside a Gate.
Even if Seon-ah wanted to, I would oppose it strongly.
That's how dangerous a Gate is.
And now, what remained was Minji.
The woman who stimulates my jealousy and rage.
I planned to send Choi Min-ji a video of her younger brother being drugged and gang-raped by other bitches.
I received the video I requested last time on the day Seon-ah was kidnapped.
I planned to send it anonymously to Minji, as a message that she should no longer approach us.
If she doesn't want her younger brother to become an SNS star, she will listen to me.
Also, I couldn't forgive Minji for dirtying Seon-ah's body.
Although I hadn't attended in more than a few months, it was starting to feel real that it was over with this place.
Once I left, I felt like I wouldn't have any reason to come back to Han-il University.
I think it was a fun university life.
Now, all that remained was going to register as an Awakened with Seon-ah the next day.